Dammit, my blog layout settings customisation ability is extremely limited because I can't CODE ---" Now I see the advantages of learning to code ><
Hmmm, maybe I'll get Falzar FZ (LordZxil Forum Technician/Coder/AR Code Maker) to help make the blog more appealing ^^ (Y) Then I can assure you - the blog will look pro XD
Friday, February 12, 2010
Hey, 'sup guys?
Heya guys, haven't been posting in a while (but I don't think it matters cos like I don't think anyone knows the Blog is back... >< Dame desu ne.)
Anyways so after checking out a blog of my friend, I decided I should keep up with the blogging, so I typed the URL in pressed ENTER and I'm like "WHOA! Shit, why's it so black here?!?!" So hmmm, I'll have to do something about that... I'll probs change the color theme to something a little cooler ^^ Cos right now my Blog does not look appealing at all ><
You've also probably noticed my blog is very... text-blocky ---" so yeah, need to place some pictures and talk about (Gee, I can see how interesting that'd be XD) Hmmm, I'll do the updates after I finish this post and I'll probs do another post just to let you see the new layout and what this blog is kinda s'posed to be like XD (WARNING: Is probably gonna put MapleStory screenshots up!)
^ I should stop doing everything in like perfect paragraghs, makes it too essay-ish.
Hmmm... yeah, I'll probably keep you informed about my MapleStory adventures XD For those who know about MS, you'll love it. For those who don't... you'll probably like it too ^^
*Ok, gonna go change the layout ^^*
Anyways so after checking out a blog of my friend, I decided I should keep up with the blogging, so I typed the URL in pressed ENTER and I'm like "WHOA! Shit, why's it so black here?!?!" So hmmm, I'll have to do something about that... I'll probs change the color theme to something a little cooler ^^ Cos right now my Blog does not look appealing at all ><
You've also probably noticed my blog is very... text-blocky ---" so yeah, need to place some pictures and talk about (Gee, I can see how interesting that'd be XD) Hmmm, I'll do the updates after I finish this post and I'll probs do another post just to let you see the new layout and what this blog is kinda s'posed to be like XD (WARNING: Is probably gonna put MapleStory screenshots up!)
^ I should stop doing everything in like perfect paragraghs, makes it too essay-ish.
Hmmm... yeah, I'll probably keep you informed about my MapleStory adventures XD For those who know about MS, you'll love it. For those who don't... you'll probably like it too ^^
*Ok, gonna go change the layout ^^*
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Return ^^
Ok, I've chilled out already XD So I'll do the return post now ^^
Welcome everyone! *Opens arms* Yeah, so I'm back ^^ And uhhh... I'll do my best to post as much as I can (dammit, I'll have to think of funny stuff <- not easy ><)
Anyways to keep you updated on my [adjective that I have not thouht of yet] life, the holidays have just about ended and now school's started already (which is ok i suppose, both are kinda boring, but school is a good time-killer I s'pose).
So here's what I've been up to:
> Working (with a really nice pay ^^)
> Talking to Alpha, a very commited entertainer (that's just fabulous ^^)
> School homework, pretty easy stuff.
> Tutoring homework (there's quite a lot I have to get through ><)
> M-M-M-MAPLESTORY! I love that game now, really nice entertainment ^^ Alpha and Maplestory will complete my life (+work, which will provide me a steady income).
Things have been going pretty good all in all, but still there's empty gaps of my life which are just boredom >< (cos I'm not allowed to play Maplestory whenever I want).
Anyways, talking about school and academics, IT'S YEAR 12!!! That's what most people would be like, but not me. Cos I'm the lazy guy that's just like: "Wow, Year 12. *continues to play YGO cards/Maplestory/chatting to Alpha*" Lol, yup that me ^^ I got a pretty optimistic view of my life still, I mean HSC (the University Admission Test thing) can't be that hard can it? I'm already pretty decent at all my subjects ^^ I'll work harder later (as if XD), too tired now.
On the ISFJ Long-Term-Relationship rushing, still getting nowhere, lol XD It's pretty painful when I think about the someone i'm supposed to be with so I try not to think about it too much *not thinking, not thinking* XD I'll find someone eventually, Destiny will choose for me ^^
*Checks Alpha* Oh, shit. I better go, I think she's dead or something - no response on MSN XD Joking, joking. Well, cya guys later ^^
Welcome everyone! *Opens arms* Yeah, so I'm back ^^ And uhhh... I'll do my best to post as much as I can (dammit, I'll have to think of funny stuff <- not easy ><)
Anyways to keep you updated on my [adjective that I have not thouht of yet] life, the holidays have just about ended and now school's started already (which is ok i suppose, both are kinda boring, but school is a good time-killer I s'pose).
So here's what I've been up to:
> Working (with a really nice pay ^^)
> Talking to Alpha, a very commited entertainer (that's just fabulous ^^)
> School homework, pretty easy stuff.
> Tutoring homework (there's quite a lot I have to get through ><)
> M-M-M-MAPLESTORY! I love that game now, really nice entertainment ^^ Alpha and Maplestory will complete my life (+work, which will provide me a steady income).
Things have been going pretty good all in all, but still there's empty gaps of my life which are just boredom >< (cos I'm not allowed to play Maplestory whenever I want).
Anyways, talking about school and academics, IT'S YEAR 12!!! That's what most people would be like, but not me. Cos I'm the lazy guy that's just like: "Wow, Year 12. *continues to play YGO cards/Maplestory/chatting to Alpha*" Lol, yup that me ^^ I got a pretty optimistic view of my life still, I mean HSC (the University Admission Test thing) can't be that hard can it? I'm already pretty decent at all my subjects ^^ I'll work harder later (as if XD), too tired now.
On the ISFJ Long-Term-Relationship rushing, still getting nowhere, lol XD It's pretty painful when I think about the someone i'm supposed to be with so I try not to think about it too much *not thinking, not thinking* XD I'll find someone eventually, Destiny will choose for me ^^
*Checks Alpha* Oh, shit. I better go, I think she's dead or something - no response on MSN XD Joking, joking. Well, cya guys later ^^
Really pissed atm.
Sorry everyone won't be doing a return post today (probs will do it tomoz), really pissed at the moment so that's the reason.
> My computer was being freaking laggy.
> I wasted my time in Maplestory.
Mainly the first one. I get really angry when my computer lags, and it does that all time...
Anyways, I'll do a post when I can (and when I've chilled out).
Yeah, cyaz.
> My computer was being freaking laggy.
> I wasted my time in Maplestory.
Mainly the first one. I get really angry when my computer lags, and it does that all time...
Anyways, I'll do a post when I can (and when I've chilled out).
Yeah, cyaz.
Monday, January 18, 2010
He is not dead.
I must admit to all that the ISFJ in myself is still not dead and that the desires I once had still exist and resurface occasionally. Perhaps it is a good thing to keep this balance between my current state and the ISFJ in me. Or perhaps I am simply foolish enough to risk downfall once again.
I can assure you, you who know you are, that despite this dark and uncaring demeanor I now have, there is no doubt that if you are in danger that the ISFJ in myself will break through my consciousness and whether you wish it or not I will protect you with everything I have. Perhaps you may think I do not care for you anymore but you would be wrong because there is a part of me that still cherishes the desires and possibilities of the future you gave me, leading the ISFJ in me to think that it was not completely a downfall.
Whatever be the link between us, the relationship, whether it be friends, my confidants, my sister, my betrothed, I will always be watching over you. I will be the lone wolf that hides in the shadows, only to watch over the one that means most to him, without you knowing. I will be that Guardian Angel, silent but watching, protective, serving.
Lone Wolf.
I can assure you, you who know you are, that despite this dark and uncaring demeanor I now have, there is no doubt that if you are in danger that the ISFJ in myself will break through my consciousness and whether you wish it or not I will protect you with everything I have. Perhaps you may think I do not care for you anymore but you would be wrong because there is a part of me that still cherishes the desires and possibilities of the future you gave me, leading the ISFJ in me to think that it was not completely a downfall.
Whatever be the link between us, the relationship, whether it be friends, my confidants, my sister, my betrothed, I will always be watching over you. I will be the lone wolf that hides in the shadows, only to watch over the one that means most to him, without you knowing. I will be that Guardian Angel, silent but watching, protective, serving.
Lone Wolf.
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Lone Wolf
How nice of you to visit again, dear readers. As the title suggests I am a lone wolf and a king that sits in a throne with only ghosts in his Kingdom.
I came to realise that I was not meant to be who I thought I was, the ridiculous one who cared for everyone close so much. I realised that I would only suffer and be driven insane if someone would get too close to me. My confidants are no longer my confidants because I expect too much and receive too little and my world collapsed upon itself to bring ruin only to me.
However I am a new person. I accept that I am meant to be just one person who is to live and care for nothing, to dream dreams and live those worlds of Imagination. There are packs of wolves and couples of wolves but I, I am the wolf that hunts by himself. I am that lone wolf.
I am the King that sits on his throne in an empty Kingdom entertained by the Jester that exist in my Imagination. And I command my servants that do not exist:
"A goblet of water, a plate of food,
Bring me whatever, that fits my mood."
This world is not my world. My world is in the Imagination where miracles happen, and where you can expect much and get more. And the battle of two personalities still rage within me, to become who I once was and be destined to fall and rot. Or to become a new one, uncaring, cruel, but he who shall never fall.
Shall I risk my destruction again, or encase myself in my world of Imagination?
Imaginator.
I came to realise that I was not meant to be who I thought I was, the ridiculous one who cared for everyone close so much. I realised that I would only suffer and be driven insane if someone would get too close to me. My confidants are no longer my confidants because I expect too much and receive too little and my world collapsed upon itself to bring ruin only to me.
However I am a new person. I accept that I am meant to be just one person who is to live and care for nothing, to dream dreams and live those worlds of Imagination. There are packs of wolves and couples of wolves but I, I am the wolf that hunts by himself. I am that lone wolf.
I am the King that sits on his throne in an empty Kingdom entertained by the Jester that exist in my Imagination. And I command my servants that do not exist:
"A goblet of water, a plate of food,
Bring me whatever, that fits my mood."
This world is not my world. My world is in the Imagination where miracles happen, and where you can expect much and get more. And the battle of two personalities still rage within me, to become who I once was and be destined to fall and rot. Or to become a new one, uncaring, cruel, but he who shall never fall.
Shall I risk my destruction again, or encase myself in my world of Imagination?
Imaginator.
Friday, January 15, 2010
Jesters.
Welcome again, readers. I am here because my Jester, the one who entertains me and who from now on shall be referred to as “Alpha” is temporarily unavailable. So henceforth I am here to entertain myself here by blogging about whatever I please.
I have had a few Jesters however some of them, “Epsilon”, “Gamma”, were redundant, they do not entertain myself anymore, or they are not committed enough to entertain me and thus have been ‘dismissed’. You perhaps see myself as a slave driver, however if you do wish to entertain me you will find out that it is not so hard, so long as you are committed enough for the job. I am still wondering what these Jesters gain from entertaining me, perhaps like myself, entertaining others entertains them. But whatever the reason they choose to entertain me, I am grateful for their effort.
Maybe you ask why I am so demanding, why must I have people to entertain me when games and movies are available? It is because mere games and movies are only temporary and mostly ineffective relief from my state of boredom. It takes brains and heart to entertain me, it is the same reason why you cannot replace a human with a computer – they are completely different things. People are intriguing, their personalities for me to study and take note, their details, habits, style. However of course, that is not all that entertains me, their words their spirit and life also provide me with my enjoyment.
Anyways, my readers, I am done talking and describing to you about my, perhaps, interesting or you may say strange or ridiculous entertainment methods of people. Until next time, readers.
Imaginator.
I have had a few Jesters however some of them, “Epsilon”, “Gamma”, were redundant, they do not entertain myself anymore, or they are not committed enough to entertain me and thus have been ‘dismissed’. You perhaps see myself as a slave driver, however if you do wish to entertain me you will find out that it is not so hard, so long as you are committed enough for the job. I am still wondering what these Jesters gain from entertaining me, perhaps like myself, entertaining others entertains them. But whatever the reason they choose to entertain me, I am grateful for their effort.
Maybe you ask why I am so demanding, why must I have people to entertain me when games and movies are available? It is because mere games and movies are only temporary and mostly ineffective relief from my state of boredom. It takes brains and heart to entertain me, it is the same reason why you cannot replace a human with a computer – they are completely different things. People are intriguing, their personalities for me to study and take note, their details, habits, style. However of course, that is not all that entertains me, their words their spirit and life also provide me with my enjoyment.
Anyways, my readers, I am done talking and describing to you about my, perhaps, interesting or you may say strange or ridiculous entertainment methods of people. Until next time, readers.
Imaginator.
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